Behind My Smile Lies a Storm: My Story of Struggles, Strength, and Silent Support

Introduction

Hey, na peru Lachannagari Pedda Venkata Sumanth. Civil Engineering complete chesaka, naku data science lo career build cheyyali ane strong interest vachindi. Kani ee journey ituvanti kadu anukuntunnanu. Chala kastalu, struggles, and unexpected twists naku samayam lo face cheyyali padindi.

Losing Dad — The Turning Point

Nanna sudden ga velli poyaru. Ade na life lo pedda shock. Nanna lekapote, maa family lo anni responsibilities naa meeda vacayi. Amma, chelli, maa chuttu valla support lekunda, nenu chala difficult situation lo undi pothanu anipinchindi. Nanna absence na jeevitham lo okka pedda gap create chesindi, aa gap ni fill cheyadam kastam.

Loneliness and Losing Support from Relatives and Friends

Naa struggles chusthu, relatives and friends dooram ayyaru. Kastalu unna ppudu, andharu silent ga vundadam, adhi chala painful. Ee loneliness lo naku ardham ayyindi—true support ledante, life lo strong ga nilabadatam kastam.

The Light Called Suriya Venimitha

Suriya Venimitha sudden ga na life loki vachi chala silent ga, careful ga naaku support icharu. Financial ga chala help chesaru, kani em cheppakunda, nannu ardham chesi bayatanunchi nannu support chesaru. Nenu chusina ammayilalo, tanu oka devatha laga anipinchindi. Tana silent help and support tho nenu mental ga kuda chala strong ayyi munduku vellagalanu ani feel avutondi.

Tana prema em cheppakunda, tana presence tho naa pain ni taggichindi. Tana valla naa life lo oka pedda change vachindi.

Tana silent help, financial support tho naakunna balam maa life ni marustundi. Ee help naku oka silent assurance laaga undi, “Nee thappu ledu, nee pain ni nenu ardham chesukuntanu, nee jeevitham lo nenu unna.”

Real help ante emi adukodam kaadu, emi cheppakunda unte kuda support ivvadam ani.

Naa life lo tana prema silent ga undi, kani nenu danini chala deep ga anipinchanu. Naa hrudayamlo tana prema oka amaratha gandam laaga vundi—marichipoyinattu kadu, naaku prathi rojunu strength isthundi.

Tana prema ki nenu eppudu krutagnata chupthune unta.

Struggling to Survive — Working Uber, Rapido and More

Financial pressure valla, nenu Uber, Rapido lanti part-time panulu kuda chesanu. Chinna chinna income tho family ni support cheyyadaniki try chesanu. Ee panulu kastam, kani naa goal ki nerchukuntunnanu, munduku velthunnanu ani nenu convince ayyi unna.

Turing Minds Job — The Challenge of Being Alone and Confused

Turing Minds lo job chesina appudu, chala kastalu faced chesanu. Career clarity leni vishayam, ontariga feel avvadam, ee anni issues valla mental pressure perigindi. Aayana naku help cheyyaledu, nenu okkati, aa time lo naku support system theliyaledu.

Amma – The Unbreakable Strength

Amma naaku oka devuni roopam laaga. Tana prema tho naa life lo andharu choosina dardalu kuda marchipoyi, naa manasuku shanti kalugutundi. Amma silent ga naa pain ardham chesi, nannu eduruchusthu, naaku okka strong support system laga nilichindi. Tana prema leni jeevitham gurthinchataniki kuda kastam.

Na jeevitham lo naa manasuku eppudu baaga ardham ayindi, emi cheppaleni vishayalu tana prematho naaku cheppindi. Amma, naa pain lo nanna lekunda vunna brathakataniki oka balam. Tana prema ki nenu ninna kalla kuda em cheppalekapovachu, kani naa hrudayamlo prathi nimisham tana krutagnata tho untundi.

Na manasulo unna prathi roju, prathi nimisham, tana support ki nenu thanks cheyyadaniki, vallani pogistaanu.

Amma valla prema naaku oka deep inspiration, oka anugraham laaga untundi.

Chelli – My Forever Friend and Protector

Chelli naaku oka best friend, oka guardian angel laga undi. Prathi kastam lo, prathi trouble lo silent ga nannu eduruchesi, naa manasuku oka calmness and confidence icchindi.

Valani pogidinatu, tana prema naa life lo oka deep ocean laaga untundi—gadha, dhairyam, sneham and support anni kalisipoyi naa andariki oka inspiration laga untundi.

Tana silent understanding, unconditional love naaku na jeevitham lo oka pedda daanam.

Na kastalu kuda tana prema tho taggipoyi, naa joys kuda dubbulaga perigayi.

Nenu tana daggara nunchi korukunna support, naaku oka immense strength laga undi.

Tana valla, nenu eppudu lone ga feel avvalekapoyanu.

Nenu Ee Roju Ekkada Unnaanu

Nenu ippudu Cognizant ane prestigious company lo work chesthunnanu, Google client (Mapping project) lo part ga. Idi oka job kaadhu, idi na jeevithamlo oka turning point. Ee position ki reach avvadaaniki chala pain, patience, and silent sacrifices unnayi. Naa journey lo amma, chelli, and Suriya Venimitha ichina emotional and financial support leni unte, nenu ee roju ikkada undevadni kaadhu.

Naa gundello oka clarity undi – ee job naa hard work tho vachindi, kaani naa vallollu ichina aathma balam tho possible ayyindi. Ippudu naa duty enti ante, nenu naa family ki, and nannu support chesina vallaki proud feel avvadaniki panicheyyadam.

Why I’m Sharing This Story?

Ee blog nenu share cheyyadam, na pain and hopes verevaru kuda telusukoni, encourage avvali ani korukuntunnanu. Na journey, naa struggles chusthu, verevallu kuda tana life lo positive changes cheyyali ani inspire avvali.

Final Thoughts

Life lo kastalu vacchu, kani true support unte a kastalu manaki strength ga maarutayi.

Naa support system:

Maa Amma — na jeevitham yoka foundation.

Maa Chelli — naa sneham, naa shakti.

Suriya Venimitha  — naa jeevitham lo silent angel.

Vallani lekunda, nenu ee journey complete cheyyaledu.

Vallani nenu evaraina kante ekkuva prema tho, respect tho, krutagnatalu tho pogistunnanu.

Ee blog, vallaki naa hrudayam nunchi vacchina oka prematho racchina samarpana.

-Sumanth